Oh!!! wait a minute.

I remember you, last summer was hard for me too, and you made it all about you and I guess that's the reason why we both turned this way.

I grew a lot within the past two years, through the lessons taught, the theories and experience of life I went through, like 1. knowing there will always be people who will leave you in the desert when something better comes along, 2. no matter what good you do for poeple there will always be one little flaw that cast over the image of the goodness in you. 3. No matter how big the tide is, stay calm and you will think better and work out a better way out,  4. Never back yourself up by the smile of your neighbour over the fence, you might wake up tomorrow and find the new neigbour with no teeth.

I lost good friends, and few bad ones, the memories written in my heart never fades, there are just so many reminders around me, and sometimes it's in the simple things like the number 9, and one still don't get it how, but things like that represent a lot, like a month you shared a smile with that special friend who is now gone and you miss them, and everybody else.

I wish I saw you...